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Leah Christopherson's avatar

Thank you for writing this and for being thorough in your response. Thank you for your vulnerability and courage to stand up and raise your voice. I was newly arrived at IHOPKC when Paul Cain was being confronted and exposed. The whole thing touched me in such a deep way and meaningful way. I was only 24 years old. I ended up saying apart of the Nightwatch staff for 6 years and then 2 years as part of Hope City. I left just as an internal bomb was taking place. Some of my dearest friends were at the center of the conflict. I was heartbroken that leadership treated my friends with such opposition of disrespect, meanness and anger. All in the name of truth. But it wasn’t about truth. It was about control. I was tired when I left. Tired of religion. I was depressed. Tormented by the heavy yoke of pious teaching such as the “need for voluntary lovers.” I needed restoration, healing and rest from the abusive nature of the community at IHOP. It took me 7 years to feel fully recovered. Nearly took me a year of healing for a year of ministry on staff there. I went to years of therapy and stayed on the outskirts of leadership in any church community that I was apart of. I never even thought to mention to my closest and dearest friends what I was going through those years until a month ago. It just goes to show the level of intrusion into my personal life Mike’s leadership had. Even after all the years of torment that finally resulted in my deliverance and healing from a religious spirit, it took me 20 years to realize it was ok to tell my friends what I went through during my time on staff. I only full realized it when Jane Doe came forward in October 2023. For this, I am grateful. The exposure finally gave me the freedom to renounce Mike Bickle’s authority in my life as well as that of leaders under him. A weight I hadn’t realized I was carrying lifted. I’ve felt vindicated and validated that I was being dramatic for disagreeing with things I saw going on there during my time. I felt validated in a fresh way for the pain I processed and shed. I feel deep sadness for all those that I know and love who are still there and who are slowing rising from the ashes. We need your voice. I am grateful. I forgive you for not taking the stand you felt in your heart years ago. I release you from unintentionally overlooking Mike’s red flags. Any one of us involved with him and his ministries have fallen to his charm and whatever else has been at work. I do not hold you responsible. I’m just grateful for the Light that has brought exposure. God is wise and is helping us all. Now, it’s time for all of us involved to call for Stuart Greaves, Dave Sliker and Lenny LaGuardia to come forward. They must own their mistakes. They must publicly repent for mishandling this situation and they MUST be willing to expose themselves in the parts they’ve played whatever they may be. Otherwise, we are all doomed to assume the worst of them and they put us who were under them in a place of a longer process of healing than is necessary. Yes, let just roll like a river and a never ending stream. God, help us.

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Jack, thank you for being brave and going public. But there is one thing that really concerns me. Mike Bickle's abusive behavior goes back to the 1980s. In the intervening 40 years, he must have met thousands of leaders from the worldwide charismatic movement. Yet no-one had a prophetic revelation or word of knowledge that, behind closed doors, Bickle was a sexual predator. What does that say about the continuationist belief that the supernatural gifts are active today? If the people who claim to be models of "spirit-filled" Christianity can't "do the stuff", to use John Wimber's famous phrase, it suggests that, in reality, no-one can.

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